WARNING : I AM RANTING
JAN 19th 2007... PREVIOUS Entry.
Today FEB 24th 2007.
They say that I am drifting.There is no doubt about that.
BUT, I am not doing it of my own accord.
I feel my purpose is over in most of the lives that have crossed with mine.
All of you have your own self sustainable lives now..
Some have new friends and some found love.
Some found escape in DRUGS and some lost their memories.
Everyone i know leads a new life.And i myself am trying to lead a new life.
I should technically be happy.After valentines especially.After all I did find love in MALLULAND(minus the oil,body hair and the georgian moustache!).
But i miss everything as usual but this time with a renewed sense of missation.
No one even bothers asking "MISHAL, ARE YOU ALIVE?!?"
Well, soon MISHAL will even cease to exist...
YES! I AM DEPRESSED and I need to go to rehab or something...
It is amazing to realize that if i rewind my life back by just 12 months the only worry i had was "Will i flunk the boards?" for which i usually replied as "Big deal...what happens then,max to max i get thrown outta home!"
I had an amzing life...amazing friends...amazing(????)gal...lived with my parents...ate sexy food...smoked tasty cigarettes...drank seldom.
PRESENT DAY SCENARIO : I want a life(not even amazing one, i am a humble dude), DO my buddies even remember, nice gal (she reads this she gonna kill me....im lyin sweety,for sympathy),parents live in another country,dont eat often,smokin beedi's on days and to top it all off - I am turning into an alcoholic!
I am a typical poster boy...only for those posters saying before/after and that too in the one's warning people about deadly diseases.
I was jus bugged with life and wanted to take it out...
SO i wrote a load of crap...
MeE
JB signin off...
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Thursday, February 8, 2007
kudos to lovers..!
The sky is blue, the sunshine's bright, the grass looks greener, the tulips sings louder, as the rose awaits his lover to be picked.....
The nature enjoys every moment despite all the hardships being in inflicted upon by unforgiving mankind through industrial and mechanical work, but the nature believes that life goes on..
changing tracks...
It was 5 in the evening as we sat in room no. 405 discussing the plans for 14th of February. I remembered my friends birthday, a breath beside me spoke out Valentines Day...
A day for the couples to celebrate, to party, to encourage their relationship further into the deep ocean of love. The tables are set with a lighted candle, delicious Italian cuisine, a beautiful greeting, a soothing music, backless - netted glittered red gown,and lots & lots of love.
It is not necessary to celebrate the day with the opposite sex, its a day to live with love, look at the world with love, look at your life with love, pray for love and hope for love... hope to be loved in order to succeed some day in life.
I feel sorry for this day on behalf of certain friends who lost their love due to some bitter misunderstandings or due to the nature of any one counterpart. It is nothing to repent as life always goes on....
There is one thing that has to be kept in mind that always know the person before you love him. Love at first sight is never a true love, its a love with looks, love of the beauty displayed or love with the money. A guy says i love her so much that i can never think wrong about her even after the f***kn breakup, but ever wondered what the female has the feeling about you...
know the person, talk to him to find out her character, attitude, nature and what is inside for you, its my word that you will never be heart broken ever again... if......
On Behalf of 'Smoked SoulS ' wish u all a very
The nature enjoys every moment despite all the hardships being in inflicted upon by unforgiving mankind through industrial and mechanical work, but the nature believes that life goes on..
changing tracks...
It was 5 in the evening as we sat in room no. 405 discussing the plans for 14th of February. I remembered my friends birthday, a breath beside me spoke out Valentines Day...
A day for the couples to celebrate, to party, to encourage their relationship further into the deep ocean of love. The tables are set with a lighted candle, delicious Italian cuisine, a beautiful greeting, a soothing music, backless - netted glittered red gown,and lots & lots of love.
It is not necessary to celebrate the day with the opposite sex, its a day to live with love, look at the world with love, look at your life with love, pray for love and hope for love... hope to be loved in order to succeed some day in life.
I feel sorry for this day on behalf of certain friends who lost their love due to some bitter misunderstandings or due to the nature of any one counterpart. It is nothing to repent as life always goes on....
There is one thing that has to be kept in mind that always know the person before you love him. Love at first sight is never a true love, its a love with looks, love of the beauty displayed or love with the money. A guy says i love her so much that i can never think wrong about her even after the f***kn breakup, but ever wondered what the female has the feeling about you...
know the person, talk to him to find out her character, attitude, nature and what is inside for you, its my word that you will never be heart broken ever again... if......
On Behalf of 'Smoked SoulS ' wish u all a very
'''***HAPPY VALENTINES DAY***'''
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